I have now sent off emails to the GAP people saying that I wish to leave Nogata, so it i`ve almost completed my "tell everyone im leaving" task. Hopefully they will get back to me by monday, and from there I can tell the nursery, which is the worst part im dreading. To be honest I would prefer just to leave and avoid all of that conversation, because I know whats going to happen. Everyone is going to say "but you only have until the end of august, is it really worth it" and "but you have a contract" or "japan is dangerous now adays is not a safe palce anymore you have to be careful". I know that they will try and talk me out of it, but my mind is made up and nothing is going to change it. I suppose the good thing is, is that when they find out and talk to me (most likely using the english speaking church woman to be a translator) I won`t have to worry about what they think of been worried that they have the power to send me back to England because I already have an apartment ready, money and a flight home, so all they can do is talk, talk, talk. Maybe shout, but I doubt they would.
I don`t really care that I will "no longer be under the auspices of GAP" because I can take care of myself and its what I mainly want to do here. Thinking back from before I came here it seems wierd because so much has changed, in England I would never have got in trouble, but here it seems that whatever I do is bad, or unsafe. Oh well. I have about 20 days left and only 13 until Yukari comes back, so there is alot to look forward to. All I have to do now is keep my head low and avoid there gaze once they find out, my mum said it will be like the time my sister decided to quit been an au pair and the family weren`t exactly please about it to say the least, but short of their *cough* God *cough* striking me down I can`t see what they can do.
And dont get me started on Religion. I just had to delete a page of writing about what I thought about it, so not to offend anyone. I will keep my views to myself. (maybe)
One last thing. On Friday I went to by some drink and bread and a few other bits and pieces at Halloday which is a 15/20 minute walk away and I was at the cash counter and saw the guy that I bought my suit off at (of course) the suit store. I said Hi (Konnichiwa) and then he said if I was on my bike but I said no because it has a puncture, so he offered to give me a ride back, which I accepted considering I was carrying a ton of things and it was already dark, so he gave me a ride home and said about going for a meal (I think that what he said) he was saying something about tempura and about monday or tuesday and about the phone, so I out 45 and 34 together and got whatever it equals (79 im not dumb) so this week I will most likely have dinner with my new friend the suit man (I think hes called Yoshikawa, but that might be his last name) . I was so suprised that he gave me a lift home, I`d only met him twice when I got the suit and again when I got shoes, but it just goes to show how nice some people are (there not all murders and thieves like the nursery wants me to believe).
Well for now I will go back and make dinner. I would have had eggs but I dropped the pack with all 8 in and only 1 survived, so that wasn`t the highlight of my day.
Oyasumi (goodnight)
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